i wwas NOT happy i wwas heavvily pacified in evvery extent a the wword thats wwhat sopor does it suppresses vviolent urges an shit then your mind starts to wwander an you end up doin stupid shit you look back on an just wwanna pull your cape over your head an curl up in the corner of your room for the rest a your life ovver until youvve outlivved evveryone wwho saww an only showw your face in public once they all died of old age or otherwwise
[WAIT SHIT]
hypothetically my point is i did NOT do anythin consciously durin that period it doesnt count
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Date: 2012-11-13 01:53 am (UTC)thats wwhat sopor does it suppresses vviolent urges an shit
then your mind starts to wwander an you end up doin stupid shit you look back on an just wwanna pull your cape over your head an curl up in the corner of your room for the rest a your life ovver until youvve outlivved evveryone wwho saww an only showw your face in public once they all died of old age or otherwwise
[WAIT SHIT]
hypothetically
my point is i did NOT do anythin consciously durin that period
it doesnt count